tear ^

I feel lost.

I was never this anti-social before.

When did I become so afraid to socialize?

I don't know.

I just want to go home.

I'm really afraid.

I miss the old in my life.

I'm alone.







Goodnight.

okay?

Some people just stay longer in your memories than others.

为时一个月的工作结束了，现在真正开始给自己放假。

Being here, I learnt a lot.

School and reality are totally different.

也许是自己还接受不到新环境。

everything still seems like it's a fantasy of mine.

还是一直想回去，回到中学的朋友群当中。

although i know everything's changed.

但还是阻止不了自己的这种冲动。

I can't seem to genuinely accept the new.

People, environment, life.

That's why I keep running back to where I feel safe. 

Where I can be me. Alone.

当全部人已经前进了  我却停滞不前。

This feeling sucks.

I just wanna be with people who I can be comfortable with.