tear ^

I feel lost.

I was never this anti-social before.

When did I become so afraid to socialize?

I don't know.

I just want to go home.

I'm really afraid.

I miss the old in my life.

I'm alone.







Goodnight.

okay?

Some people just stay longer in your memories than others.

为时一个月的工作结束了，现在真正开始给自己放假。

Being here, I learnt a lot.

School and reality are totally different.

也许是自己还接受不到新环境。

everything still seems like it's a fantasy of mine.

还是一直想回去，回到中学的朋友群当中。

although i know everything's changed.

但还是阻止不了自己的这种冲动。

I can't seem to genuinely accept the new.

People, environment, life.

That's why I keep running back to where I feel safe. 

Where I can be me. Alone.

当全部人已经前进了  我却停滞不前。

This feeling sucks.

I just wanna be with people who I can be comfortable with.

waiting.

我的记性并不好。

有时玩着玩着，就会感慨，这种快乐过多久就会结束。

然后努力想把当下的意境记起来，日后慢慢回味。

不过往往不到几个月，回忆成了模糊不堪的画面。

于是我拍照，拍很多很多的照片。

这样，回忆能够保存一辈子  吧。

一辈子。

I don't believe in forever.

什么事情不会改变？

人会变，环境会变。

随着时间的流逝，我们都被迫长大，面对现实的残酷。

一回头，物不是，人已非。

一直都觉得感情很脆弱。

Anything fragile, is bound to break.

Just a matter of time.

不是没受过伤，也不是怕再受伤。

谁也知道，成长的过程中总会跌跌撞撞。

只是 想找个值得的人。

了解我，心疼我，鼓励我，不离不弃的那个人。

And I will save myself for you.

等待的过程中，一个人

难免寂寞，难免心动，难免冲动。

不过忍下来就好了。

为了能够更好的保护自己，要把自己变强大。变得更好。

让自己有能力挑，不是让别人拣。

One day I'll reach my dreams. 

I will.